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Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/she-doesnt-need-to



I never knew something

Could be so simple

Yet so complex

Until I laid my eyes

On her



I never knew things

Could get so out of hand

With just a simple look

That turned into a stare



Yet with her

You realize

Things are different

Things are different



She has the ability to stop time

But, she doesn't

Because she doesn't need to



She could do anything

But, she doesn't

Because she doesn't need to



I always knew something

Was up with her

From the moment

I laid my eyes

On her's



I always knew something

Was different with her

Something unexplainable

I just don't understand



Yet with her

You realize

Things are different

Things are different



She has the ability to stop time

But, she doesn't

Because she doesn't need to



She could do anything

But, she doesn't

Because she doesn't need to



Yet with her

You realize

Things are different

Things are different



She has the ability to stop time

But, she doesn't

Because she doesn't need to



She could do anything

But, she doesn't

Because she doesn't need to

Because she doesn't need to

I was just like any other guy

I did all the expected things

If it was out of the ordinary

I shied away from it



But then

I opened up my eyes

I picked up my six string

And I wrote about what I saw



I saw that everything was perfect in some way

Waiting to be found

I saw the beauty in all the little things

And the disgust in the stream



I explore the taboo

I dance with the forbidden

If it is out there and hidden

I will find its' beauty



And when

You open your eyes

It all looks the same

Or so this song says, anyway



I saw that everything was perfect in some way

Waiting to be found

I saw the beauty in all the little things

And the disgust in the stream



It might seem odd

It might seem strange

It might seem sick

But, it's just different



It might seem odd

It might seem strange

It might seem sick

But, it's just different



I saw that everything was perfect in some way

Waiting to be found

I saw the beauty in all the little things

And the disgust in the stream

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/its-about-damn-time





You will know the difference

Between, wrong and right

When I get done with you



Yeah, I will teach you about

Good and evil

And show you which one you are



Your time is coming

Your time is here

It's about damn time

I got a hold of you



Don't you squirm and run

From me now

Don't you try to hide

With anymore of your lies



I need to show you

What you deserve

For putting them through that



Just accept it now

Karma is here to pay

You a visit for all that you've done



Your time is coming

Your time is here

It's about damn time

I got a hold of you



Don't you squirm and run

From me now

Don't you try to hide

With anymore of your lies



Don't you squirm and run

From me now

Don't you try to hide

With anymore of your lies



Your time is coming

Your time is here

It's about damn time

I got a hold of you

Over there is a ticking clock

On the edge of my mind

A beating drum in my chest



Over there is a dying man singing out

His last words

To no one in particular



Over there is a change in the weather

Above my head

But, I can't feel it on my skin



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot



Over there is something hidden

A moment left shielded

From all eyes



Over there is a box of kittens

Alone on the sidewalk

Left unattended



Over there a woman crosses the street

No one helps her

She gets hit by a mid-sized sedan



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot



Life is

I don't know

What it is

But, I guess it

Means a lot

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/you-can-try-but-you-dont-stand



Ever second that I'm with her

I cross my fingers and I pray

That everything will workout

A-okay



I can't imagine anything else

But perfection for us

Nothing could ever taint this

Or make it any-less joyous



Then you found out

About our happiness

You came over and tried

To mess it all up



And you're trying

To tear us apart

You're doing everything you can

To break our hearts

But we're not

Falling for it



My, oh my, how hard

It must be for you

To try and separate us

I can't think of a harder thing to do



Things are going so well

Nothing can stop this roll we're on

So take all of your lies

And move along



Then you found out

About our happiness

You came over and tried

To mess it all up



And you're trying

To tear us apart

You're doing everything you can

To break our hearts

But we're not

Falling for it



And you're trying

To tear us apart

You're doing everything you can

To break our hearts

But we're not

Falling for it



No we're not

Falling for it



But we're not

Falling for it



No we're not

Falling for it

listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/johnny



A slip and a fall

A terrible accident

Nothing could save you

From falling to your death



Your friends they cried

All through the night

But not a thing could be done

To bring you back to life



Johnny come back home

We all miss you so much

Johnny why did you leave us?



Johnny come back home

We all miss you so much

We all miss you so much



It is all over

They buried you today

Yeah, we all cried

And said what we had to say



I walked up to you

Cold and still, like stone

I said what I had to say

Know you are not alone



Johnny come back home

We all miss you so much

Johnny why did you leave us?



Johnny come back home

We all miss you so much

We all miss you so much



Johnny come back home

We all miss you so much

Johnny why did you leave us?



Johnny come back home

We all miss you so much

We all miss you so much

A quick little....song...I recorded a pretty nice version of it...just don't want to post it...



I never liked you

I never did

And I never will

As long as I live



I've been rejecting you

All my life

So please get the message

And take a hike



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life



How many times do I

Have to word this

Before you will get

The hint



The message has been sent

And delivered

So many many times

That you are not her



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life



So one last time

I will say my

Final

Good bye



So long, my Dear

So long, my Dear

So long, my Dear



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life



I don't want you around

I don't want you in my life

I don't want you in my life

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/i-need-to



This ship is going down

Down into the deep

The sun is setting

On both you and me



These questions need an answer

I need to know

Why you left me

And where did you go



You kind of just

Went up and left

With no warning

Left me here to myself



The snow is falling

On the Autumn leaves

The seasons are changing

Just like I need to



I need to

Yeah, I need to

Get over it

Get over you



I need to

Yeah, I need to

Get over it

Get over you



I need to

Yeah, I need to

Get over it

Get over you



I need to

Yeah, I need to

Get over it

Get over you

When I cross the tracks

I am not looking back



When I close the door

Don't expect it to open



It is time to go

Time to leave

Time to go

Time to leave



It's time to go

And it's time to leave

I am getting my show

And I'm hitting the road



I won't look back

Their will be no second thoughts



I am long gone

So don't expect another song



It is time to go

Time to leave

Time to go

Time to leave



It's time to go

And it's time to leave

I am getting my show

And I'm hitting the road



Well it's been three weeks

And I still not home



So get rid of those tears

I am not coming back



It is time to go

Time to leave

Time to go

Time to leave



It's time to go

And it's time to leave

I am getting my show

And I'm hitting the road



It's time to go

And it's time to leave

I am getting my show

And I'm hitting the road

A nice little song I just recorded and wrote just now...



I was born and raised in these hills

I was raised up to believe all your ideals

But, I'm not going to listen anymore, to what you say

I need to go out and find my own way



It is not that I don't praise, all that you did

I am still thankful that I was your kid

It's just that I need to go out and make it on my own

I can't ride on your shoulders anymore



I'm sorry, but I have to leave

And hit the open road

I'm sorry, but I have to leave

Know I would rather stay home



But, I must go

I must go away

But, I must go

To find my own way



But, I must go

I must go away

But, I must go

To find my own way



Well I'm out on my own now

I'm doing all the things to find out how

I can do this without you guiding me

There are just so many things that I didn't see



I didn't know how hard it was for you

Doing all you could to push us through

All the hardships along this road of life

I hope that all of this will come to me in time



I'm sorry, but I have to leave

And hit the open road

I'm sorry, but I have to leave

Know I would rather stay home



But, I must go

I must go away

But, I must go

To find my own way



But, I must go

I must go away

But, I must go

To find my own way



But, I must go

I must go away

But, I must go

To find my own way



But, I must go

I must go away

But, I must go

To find my own way

Why can't you see

That without her

I would have nothing?



Why can't you realize

That without her

I can't breathe?



I need her in my arms

Forever mine

I need her in my arms

Until the end of time



So let me have her now

And let me have her then

Let me have her anytime



So let me have her now

And let me have her then

Let me have her anytime



Why can't you see

That she needs me

As badly as I need her?



Why is it so hard

To understand that

She has my heart?



I need her in my arms

Forever mine

I need her in my arms

Until the end of time



So let me have her now

And let me have her then

Let me have her anytime



So let me have her now

And let me have her then

Let me have her anytime



So let me have her now

And let me have her then

Let me have her anytime



So let me have her now

And let me have her then

Let me have her anytime



I need her in my arms

Forever mine

I need her in my arms

Until the end of time

Oh, wouldn't you be the one

To try and tear me down

When you were the one

Telling me to stick around



Well after all your lies

I am finally over it all

So sick of these lies

That your upside seams small



I am out of here

I might as well be

Dead and gone

As far as you are concerned



I am finally free

My shackles are on the ground

I can now fly high

And reach for the clouds



You can talk if you want

About how it was my doing

You can mope if you want

Whatever it takes to make it more soothing



Go ahead and pull out

All your hair and throw it down

Sorry that I moved out

Packed my things and got out of town



I am out of here

I might as well be

Dead and gone

As far as you are concerned



I am finally free

My shackles are on the ground

I can now fly high

And reach for the clouds



I am finally free

My shackles are on the ground

I can now fly high

And reach for the clouds



I am finally free

My shackles are on the ground

I can now fly high

And reach for the clouds



I am out of here

I might as well be

Dead and gone

As far as you are concerned

I tell you that I love you

You tell me that I don't

How dare you say that

You do not know how I feel



Don't act like you know

Because, Baby, you don't

You wouldn't know love

If it stabbed you in the face



I know that I love you

So realize it

You should know by now

That I do

Yes, I do love you



Get it out of your head

That no one could love you

Because I do

And I swear it's the truth



Let me in your life

To forever be by your side

I know that by now you have to

Accept me, and what I have



I know that I love you

So realize it

You should know by now

That I do

Yes, I do love you



I know that I love you

So realize it

You should know by now

That I do

Yes, I do love you

Shortest song to date....>_>



You don't know

How hard it's been

You don't know my struggles

Or the pain I've been in



You may act like you know me

But you don't



I'm the only one who knows

Don't forget that

I'm the only one that really cares



I'm the only one who knows

Don't forget that

I'm the only one that really cares

About me

Yeah...I have this one recorded but...Not posting...well...because it is a major...well love song about a girl and such...>_>







You are beautiful to me

And don't forget that my opinion

Is the only one that matters



You shine brighter than

All the lights

In the sky and beyond

In the sky and beyond



You are my shining star

Don't forget that

Forever you are mine

Forever you are mine



You are my shining star

Don't forget that

Forever you are mine

Forever you are mine



You sing to me

And I sing back at you

Forever back to you



You laugh with me

And I smile at your laugh

Because it is yours



Because you are you

And I am I

I wrote you this song

Wrote you this song



You are my shining star

Don't forget that

Forever you are mine

Forever you are mine



You are my shining star

Don't forget that

Forever you are mine

Forever you are mine

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/seek-help



Seek help

That is what they tell me

You need it

They say as they shove

All their ideals down my gullet



You are odd

That is what they say

See a shrink

They yell at me

As they throw insults my way



Seek help

Oh yeah, seek help

I need it badly

Or so they tell me



Seek help

Oh yeah, seek help

I need it badly

Or so they tell me



Get out

Dad screams in my face

Pack your shit

He says as he kicks me

Out of my home at fifteen



Just go ahead and die

Yeah, I have heard that a lot

No one will miss you

Yep, I get that one all the time

When I try to just be me



Seek help

Oh yeah, seek help

I need it badly

Or so they tell me



Seek help

Oh yeah, seek help

I need it badly

Or so they tell me



Who are you to tell me?

Who died and made you my keeper?

You are the one that needs to change

Leave me be and go take a look in the mirror

You are the problem

Not me



Seek help

Oh yeah, seek help

I need it badly

Or so they tell me



Seek help

Oh yeah, seek help

I need it badly

Or so they tell me

http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/mr-welker







My English teacher

Goes by the name of Welker

After all of the grades

He goes to shine on-stage



Mr. Welker has lived

A hard life that is

He has sang and cried

Songs to the same eyes



Why did you have to do that to him?

He was a nice guy

Why did you tear out that part of him?

At least he is a nice guy, still



She was everything

That he had dreamed of having

Then things fell

Down into the well



A well of despair

Filled with all her evil glares

Her after-taste of evil

Lingers on his tongue, still



Why did you have to do that to him?

He was a nice guy

Why did you tear out that part of him?

At least he is a nice guy, still



Why did you have to do that to him?

He was a nice guy

Why did you tear out that part of him?

At least he is a nice guy, still

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/away



Lyrics -



You tell yourself

You tell yourself it will be better

Pass it off

Pass it off as just another day



Swing away

Swing away from all you know

Fly farther

Fly farther away from it all



Well, it's time to get away

It's time to run away

Well, it's time to break away

It's time to float away



You've decided

You've decided it's not worth it

Take that step

Take that step and step away



It will be better

It will be better when you leave

Pack your things

Pack your things and close the door



Well, it's time to get away

It's time to run away

Well, it's time to break away

It's time to float away



So go away

Away away

Leave today

Today today



Well, it's time to get away

It's time to run away

Well, it's time to break away

It's time to float away



Well, it's time to get away

It's time to run away

Well, it's time to break away

It's time to float away

This is a bit...out there...>_>







Life is meaningless

Just boring

Life is pointless

Worth nothing



Love is everything

Needed for

Life to keep happening

Smoothly or



Not is the key to something

Nope is the key to nothing

Yes is the key to everything

Maybe is the key to me



A half eaten crape

Is half there

A glass of tape

Won't hold



Death is unavoidable

Yeah

Nothing is more sociable

Than the pass



Not is the key to something

Nope is the key to nothing

Yes is the key to everything

Maybe is the key to me



Not is the key to something

Nope is the key to nothing

Yes is the key to everything

Maybe is the key to me

Listen... http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/im-going-to-eat-you





You are so adorable

I could just eat you up

A little salt or some sugar

Would be enough



It's not that I'm sick

You just look tasty

I know I might seem odd

But, I'm not crazy



I would eat you up

I would eat it all

I would eat you up

I would eat it all



You are so adorable

I could just eat you up

A little salt or some sugar

Would be enough



It's not that I'm sick

You just look tasty

I know I might seem odd

But, I'm not crazy



I would eat you up

I would eat it all

I would eat you up

I would eat it all



I would eat you up

I would eat it all

I would eat you up

I would eat it all

http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/these-things-alone







She knows that I can't do a thing without her

So she has me wrapped around her finger

On a string



She can walk me around with her anywhere

Pulling me from here to there and in-between

These things



These things need to go away

And leave me alone

These things need to get lost

And leave my home

These things need to go away

And leave me alone

Leave me alone



The more I try to free myself from it

The more I sink back into her endless pit that is

Trapping me



I have to find a way out, if I want to live

I need to make an escape from her clutches

To survive



These things need to go away

And leave me alone

These things need to get lost

And leave my home

These things need to go away

And leave me alone

Leave me alone



Alone, alone, alone

Alone at last



Alone, alone, alone

Alone at last



These things need to go away

And leave me alone

These things need to get lost

And leave my home

These things need to go away

And leave me alone

Leave me alone

listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/nothing-compared-to-you







Baby, don't cry I know

That you're feeling sorry

And that you would love

To take it all back



Please believe me now

That I want you too

But, turn away and

Leave me alone



Nothing compared to you

Until you went away

Nothing compared to you

Why didn't you stay?



Lipstick leaves rings

On crystal glasses

The smoke has seeped

Into the curtains



I just want your

Memory gone from here

But every where I turn

I see you there



Nothing compared to you

Until you went away

Nothing compared to you

Why didn't you stay?



Nothing compared to you

Until you went away

Nothing compared to you

Why didn't you stay?

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/lucy



Lucy - ApatheticMii



I came home today

To the saddest of news

My little baby girl

Was singing the blues



She turned to me and

I asked her what was wrong

She tilted her head back

And wailed out this song



Lucy is in the corner crying

Because, Lucy is only 21

And she is dying



She went to the doctor today

And she heard the news

She heard him say



I wrap my arms around

My baby to stop her crying

I tell her it's okay

And that there is still hope trying



She looks at me with tears

Streaming down her face

She looks at me and says

Death is on his way



Lucy is in the corner crying

Because, Lucy is only 21

And she is dying



She went to the doctor today

And she heard the news

She heard him say



Lucy is in the corner crying

Because, Lucy is only 21

And she is dying



She went to the doctor today

And she heard the news

She heard him say



I am sorry to have to tell you this

But, your tests came back

And it doesn't look good



I hate to have to break it to you

That you have terminal cancer

And there is nothing we can do

Nothing to do



Lucy is in the corner crying

Because, Lucy is only 21

And she is dying



She went to the doctor today

And she heard the news

She heard him say



I am sorry to have to tell you this

But, your tests came back

And it doesn't look good



I hate to have to break it to you

That you have terminal cancer

And there is nothing we can do

Nothing we can do

First impressions are not my specialty

But, I think I can manage this

I have dealt with tragedy

So it can't be that hard

To go and talk to that little Miss



A quick one liner should do it

But, that is sort of cliché

Maybe I could ask to sit

Then we could start to talk

But, what if she told me to go away?



Why is this so hard?

All I want to do is get a number

Why am I so nervous?

All I want to do is meet her



Why is this so hard?

All I want to do is get a number

Why am I so nervous?

All I want to do is meet her



I guess this is not so easy

But, I have to be a man

I just hope it's not cheesy

So I walk up to this little miss

Or at least that's the plan



On my way I stumble

I fall flat on my face

The room laughs and mumbles

I turn a shade of red, so deep

I get up and I make out in a haste



Why is this so hard?

All I want to do is get a number

Why am I so nervous?

All I want to do is meet her



Why is this so hard?

All I want to do is get a number

Why am I so nervous?

All I want to do is meet her



Why is this so hard?

All I want to do is get a number

Why am I so nervous?

All I want to do is meet her



Why is this so hard?

All I want to do is get a number

Why am I so nervous?

All I want to do is meet her

She screams in silence

As the blood pours from her mouth

The knife is buried deep in her back

She tries to move but her body is quiet



She dies ever so slowly

She breathes more shallow by the minute

Her heart has been severed from her chest

In her mind she thinks of only



Only you

All your hate

Everything you slung her way



Only you

Set that date

And told her to stay away



Only you

Showed up late

Just so you could say



I hate you, you lying whore

And only you are to blame for this



She is suffering alone

That smile she once knew haunts her now

If tears could take her away

She would be a million miles from home



She is suffocating into it

The blood drowns in her chest

If only she could calm the pain

Yet, all she can do is convulse in a fit



Only you

All your hate

Everything you slung her way



Only you

Set that date

And told her to stay away



Only you

Showed up late

Just so you could say



I hate you, you lying whore

And only you are to blame for this



Only you

You lying slut

Only you

You cheating bitch

Only you

You rat bastard

Only you

You cum fuck



Only you

All your hate

Everything you slung her way



Only you

Set that date

And told her to stay away



Only you

Showed up late

Just so you could say



I hate you, you lying whore

And only you are to blame for this



Will you ever forgive yourself?

(Only you)

Will you ever take it back?

(Only you)



Will you ever forgive yourself?

(Only you)

Will you ever take it back?

(Only you)



Will you ever forgive yourself?

(Only you)

Will you ever take it back?

(Only you)



Will you ever forgive yourself?

(Only you)

Will you ever take it back?

(Only you)

I smile as I tie

Her down

I whisper her name

Into her ears

I beg for her to entice me

Into my wants

I watch as she smiles

At my request



She smiles as I lean over

Her tied body

She whispers my name

Into my ears

She begs for me to act

On all my wants

She watches as I smile

At her request





Oh, Yeah...

When you do that

I smile with fear



Oh, Yeah...

When you say that

I feel a sear



Oh, Yeah...

When you do that

I smile with fear



Oh, Yeah...

When you say that

I feel a sear



I feel the ins and outs

Of it all

I see the pain and sweat

Show on us

I scream “Lord have mercy

For I have sinned”

I fold into all of her

Fantasies and dreams



She feels my ins and outs

Of ecstasy

She sees the pain and sweat

Shine on us

She screams “Lord have mercy

For I have sinned”

She envelopes all of my

Fantasies and desires





Oh, Yeah...

When you do that

I smile with fear



Oh, Yeah...

When you say that

I feel a sear



Oh, Yeah...

When you do that

I smile with fear



Oh, Yeah...

When you say that

I feel a sear

Only, a few days into things

Somehow, it has been perfection

Why, is the question

Who cares, is the answer



Left, is the direction

Right, is just a perception

Up, is the sky

Bellow, are my shoes



I told you things would make sense

As soon as you looked ahead

I never failed you in the end

Although, some would argue that



This was just time's matter

I was just something after

What came before me

Yeah, realizations hurt



Over there, is my mind

Here, is the current time

Back, is the past

Forward, holds my future



South, is the coast

East, is the place I dread

West, is my soul's home

North, is just a little bit cold



I told you things would make sense

As soon as you looked ahead

I never failed you in the end

Although, some would argue that



This was just time's matter

I was just something after

What came before me

Yeah, realizations hurt



This was just time's matter

I was just something after

What came before me

Yeah, realizations hurt

http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/today-yesterday



I know they said to live and let die

But, I can't get over you

My mind is being torn in two

As I try and get by



I told them I was okay

And that things couldn't be better

That I was over her

Well, that was yesterday



Because today

I am not over you

Today

I want to say the truth

That today

I still need you

Today

Oh, today



Well, I've lived and I'm about to die

Is that close enough?

My mind is numb

I thought I could get by....



You believed it was okay

And that I was better

Well then I guess this is a shocker

Yesterday, will be my last yesterday



Because today

I am not over you

Today

I want to say the truth

That today

I still need you

Today

Oh, today



Because today

I am not over you

Today

I want to say the truth

That today

I still need you

Today

Oh, today

A long long time ago in a place misunderstood

Lived a boy who did everything he could

To fit in, but no one would have any of it

So after a time he just sort of quit



He wrote down page after page of how he felt

They were his to read and no one else

Could get close enough to see them

Because, no one wanted to be with him



So he has to run away into the darkness

To a place where no one can find him

So he has to run away inside his mind

God forbid anyone find him...



He is always trying to find a way out

But, he has been conditioned to not know how

To live with anyone, but himself

So he sinks farther away from the shelf



Alone he slumbers his nights away

When suddenly an angel passes his way

And whispers into his ear.

“Things will be ok, you will find her near”



So he has to run away into the darkness

To a place where no one can find him

So he has to run away inside his mind

God forbid anyone find him...



He wakes up that morning in a daze

He looks around and finds nothing in the haze

That lingers around his room

He shakes it off and heads to school



A day just like any other, until he sees her

She walks up and asks if he is a writer

Because, she always sees him with a pen and a book

She asks if she can see it, and he lets her have a look











So he has to run away into the darkness

To a place where no one can find him

So he has to run away inside his mind

God forbid anyone find him...



“Oh, what a world inside your mind.” she says

You have to show me what goes on in that head

That holds all these visions

He looks at her and says, “This is my condition”



She looks puzzled and asks him “Why?”

He thinks about it a bit then gives it a try

As he might he cannot figure it out he can not find

The words he need to describe his mind



So she walks away

With a puzzled look on her face

So she walks away

Never to be seen again



So he has to run away into the darkness

To a place where no one can find him

So he has to run away inside his mind

God forbid anyone find him...



So he has to run away into the darkness

To a place where no one can find him

So he has to run away inside his mind

God forbid anyone find him...

Have you ever wanted

A new beginning?

Something fresh

Where it's worth living?



Well, I've always wanted one of those

But, I've never had the chance

So come with me and we can

Go and find something new at last



Let's go exploring

To a place less boring

Let's go adventure

And find ever after



You and I on a trip

A trip to sail the seas

You and I on a trip

To see all that can be seen



You and I on a trip

A trip to sail the seas

You and I on a trip

To see all that can be seen



I thought you wanted

To find something new to see?

Something fresh

Where you could try?



Well here we are and

You seem rather bland

I thought you knew

What you wanted to find?



Let's go exploring

To a place less boring

Let's go adventure

And find ever after



You and I on a trip

A trip to sail the seas

You and I on a trip

To see all that can be seen



You and I on a trip

A trip to sail the seas

You and I on a trip

To see all that can be seen



I guess you forgot

That happiness comes from within

I just can't get over

The way she says my name

The way it sounds

And how it drives me insane



I just can't fathom

How perfect she is to me

It doesn't make sense

But, I am not one to question things



So I just go along with it

I let her guide all my thoughts

I just tell myself it's wrong

To think of her as anything but the one



I am getting used to

All this love she sends my way

And I like it even more

How she sounds when she says my name



I think I understand

What she has in store for us

The look in her eyes

She thinks that I'm the one



So I just go along with it

I let her guide all my thoughts

I just tell myself it's wrong

To think of her as anything but the one



So I just go along with it

I let her guide all my thoughts

I just tell myself it's wrong

To think of her as anything but the one



Darling, I understand

And I know for sure

Darling, I believe

In you and I

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/i-see-you





Read -





I don't know if she knows

No one knows where she goes

I don't know if they know

That I follow her where she goes



I am behind her back

Just out of site

I am behind her back

Oh, my it is wrong but it feels right



I will follow you forever

Until the end of time

That's right I said forever

Or at least until you die



I will follow you forever

Until the end of time

That's right I said forever

Or at least until you die



Oh look, I can see you

So close I could reach out and touch

I am so very near you

I love this way to much...



Oops, you almost saw me

But that look on your face

When you looked back at me

I almost came



I will follow you forever

Until the end of time

That's right I said forever

Or at least until you die



I will follow you forever

Until the end of time

That's right I said forever

Or at least until you die

She was the one I wanted most

But, she spent her days as a ghost

Floating around and passing by

She never would give me the time



She was the one that I wanted most

But, she traveled out to the coast

Soaking up the summers sun

Not knowing that I was the one



Send the highest of toasts to the heavens

Mail all of your hopes and dreams

Send all of my regards to whomever

Just make sure she gets my number



Send the highest of toasts to the heavens

Mail all of your hopes and dreams

Send all of my regards to whomever

Just make sure she gets my number



He was the one she wanted least

Yet, he would not leave her be

So she ignored him as best she could

Still it seemed he never understood



He was the one she wanted least

Yet, he was there so faithfully

With the most truthful of all loves

Something she wanted nothing of



Send the highest of toasts to the heavens

Mail all of your hopes and dreams

Send all of my regards to whomever

Just make sure she gets my number



Send the highest of toasts to the heavens

Mail all of your hopes and dreams

Send all of my regards to whomever

Just make sure she gets my number

I do not know the man in the mirror

He is a lie

I can not recollect that face

The one with the hollow eyes



I do not see who that is

He is a dream

I can not fathom his pain

For, if eyes could talk, his would scream



That man, the one in the mirror

He is long gone and forgotten

That soul, the one trapped in there

Is evil and oh-so rotten



That man, the one in the mirror

He is long gone and forgotten

That soul, the one trapped in there

Is evil and oh-so rotten



I do not know that empty void

That hallows this image

That face in the mirror, oh my

It looks torn and ravaged



He looks as if he is fading

By the second

That man's face is escaping

And now there is no longer a reflection



That man, the one in the mirror

He is long gone and forgotten

That soul, the one trapped in there

Is evil and oh-so rotten



That man, the one in the mirror

He is long gone and forgotten

That soul, the one trapped in there

Is evil and oh-so rotten



That man....is gone

Gone gone gone



That face has passed

Passed, passed, passed



That man....is gone

Gone gone gone



That face has passed

Passed, passed, passed





That man, the one in the mirror

He is long gone and forgotten

That soul, the one trapped in there

Is evil and oh-so rotten



That man, the one in the mirror

He is long gone and forgotten

That soul, the one trapped in there

Is evil and oh-so rotten

Written for someone on here...>_>



listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/no-more-fear





Read -





I do not say things like this

All the time...

I do not say things like this

Unless it's right



I will hold you with me

Until the day I die

I will hold you with me

As mine, mine, mine



Do not fear I will be yours

Do not fear you will be mine

I will not fear while I have you in my arms

You will not fear when I hold you in my arms



All through our dreams

We can wander

All through our dreams

Happily ever after



In and out of the perfection

We can dance together

In and out of the perfection

In a trance we can go farther



Do not fear I will be yours

Do not fear you will be mine

I will not fear while I have you in my arms

You will not fear when I hold you in my arms



Do not fear I will be yours

Do not fear you will be mine

I will not fear while I have you in my arms

You will not fear when I hold you in my arms



I will say this once and that is all...

These emotions are too strong...

So please stay with me and help

Me learn to stand straight again

Listen - http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/dizzy-and-dazing



Read -



Snow soft kisses

Drive me to breathe

Icy tendrils of touch

Cause me to steam



Warm hard bites

Pull me into the deep

Soft skin under fingers

Leads me leap for joy



Dizzy and dazing

I sink into this



Far and away

I drift into bliss



Dizzy and dazing

I sink into this



Far and away

I drift into bliss



Last dances in May

Leave memories still

Lost chances a plenty

Chased down with pills



A broken record sings

It's last and dying sounds

As the clock tics and tocs

My mind swirls down and out



Dizzy and dazing

I sink into this



Far and away

I drift into bliss



Dizzy and dazing

I sink into this



Far and away

I drift into bliss

An empty glass of water

Is just an empty glass

A song that isn't sang

Is just silence



An opportunity missed

Is just wasted time

A wish that dies

Was never meant to live



Some people need to realize

That things are fated

And that most of life

Is wasted



Some people need to open

Their eyes and find

That things need to be said

Before there isn't time anymore



I like when things were easy

And the playground was warm

But now things are challenging

And the weather like to storm



But, I guess this is life

Just an evolution of my world

I just hate how things still

Feel so absurd



Some people need to realize

That things are fated

And that most of life

Is wasted



Some people need to open

Their eyes and find

That things need to be said

Before there isn't time anymore

Before there isn't time anymore



Some people need to realize

That things are fated

And that most of life

Is wasted



Some people need to open

Their eyes and find

That things need to be said

Before there isn't time anymore

Before there isn't time anymore

I'm going to sit here

Until things make sense

I'm going to wait

Because, I'm sick of taking chances



I'm not moving a muscle

Because, I don't want to die

I'm not moving an inch

Because, it's not worth the time



But I still know my girl is out there

Somewhere

Oh, Somewhere



And that I need to make her mine

So I need to try

Need to try



I'm heading to the gap

In the broken road

I'm going to pray that I'll find you

While you're still alone



I'm finding out

That it's not so easy

I'm about to crumble

And it's making me see things



But I still know my girl is out there

Somewhere

Oh, Somewhere



And that I need to make her mine

So I need to try

Need to try



She has to be out there

It just makes sense

She has to be out there

I am taking the chance



She has to be out there

I'm not going to die

She has to be out there

It's worth the time



But I still know my girl is out there

Somewhere

Oh, Somewhere



And that I need to make her mine

So I need to try

Need to try



She has to be out there

In the broken road

She has to be out there

Still alone



She has to be out there

It's not so easy

She has to be out there

I think I'm seeing things



But I still know my girl is out there

Somewhere

Oh, Somewhere



And that I need to make her mine

So I need to try

Need to try

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth



These words you've been spewing

Are not needed

These rumors you've been spreading

Need to stop

You've given me enough reasons to leave

So if you still want me around

Then shut it now!



Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth



You've said enough lies

To make a politician blush

You've stabbed enough backs

To keep a chiropractor busy

I'm fed up and I'm about to hit the streets

So If you still want me around

Then shut it now!



Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth



I'm going to say it again

To get it through your head



Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

Shut up, shut up, shut up, and close your mouth

There is something in me that need to get out

There is something in me that's causing me to shout



So I shout and I scream

For you to stay here with me

Just close that door

And come back to my arms



So I shout and I scream

Can't we just settle all these things

Just turn around and we can start over



I know things couldn't get any harder

But, let's try a little longer

I swear that we can make it farther

We can make it farther



I know things couldn't get any harder

But, let's try a little longer

I swear that we can make it farther

We can make it farther



There is something in me that need to get out

There is something in me that's causing me to shout



So I shout and I scream

I need you here cuz I can't breathe

Some come help me here and keep me alive



So I shout and I scream

Please let out all that steam

And make yourself turn around

Please turn around



I know things couldn't get any harder

But, let's try a little longer

I swear that we can make it farther

We can make it farther



I know things couldn't get any harder

But, let's try a little longer

I swear that we can make it farther

We can make it farther



The door just closed

And now it's cold

The do just closed

And I'm here all alone



I know things couldn't get any harder

But, let's try a little longer

I swear that we can make it farther

We can make it farther



I know things couldn't get any harder

But, let's try a little longer

I swear that we can make it farther

We can make it farther

I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here



I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here



Right now I can't fathom how I feel

Nothing I do anymore feels real

I can't take you any longer

But, I guess that is not a shocker



You took everything I had

I gave you everything I could



You took everything I had

I gave you everything I could



I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here



I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here



I took everything you gave me and I threw it away

After you left me dying on that day

But on that day I made a decision

That it was time for a permanent intermission



You took everything I had

I gave you everything I could



You took everything I had

I gave you everything I could



I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here



I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here



So just go and leave me dying

Please go and take all your whining

So just go and leave me dying

Please go and take all your whining



I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here



I need you to leave

I need you there

I need you anywhere but here

Well, I've been some places and I've done somethings

But, that doesn't make me a bad, bad man

I've borrowed some girl friends for the night

And I've gotten into my fair share of fights

But I don't mind

And I would do it again anytime



Because, I am having fun

And that's all I set out to do

I am having fun

And I hope that you are too



I am having fun

And that's all I set out to do

I am having fun

And I hope that you are too



I've woken up in the morning

I take a ook at my surroundings

The girl next to me and the empty bottles

because last night I went full throttle

I take that walk of glory

and I will do it again tomorrow morning



Because, I am having fun

And that's all I set out to do

I am having fun

And I hope that you are too



I am having fun

And that's all I set out to do

I am having fun

And I hope that you are too



I've broke some hearts and that's for sure

But that doesn't make me a devil

If there is a rule written then I have broke it

But, I guess that goes unspoken

I will live as long as I can

With my only plan, and that's to



Go have fun

And that's all I'm setting out to do

I am going to have fun

And I hope that you will too



So let's go have fun

And that's all I'm setting out to do

I am going to have fun

And I hope that you do too

There is nothing in-between

These lines that I have drawn

There is no where for you to rest your head

So please move along



You've outstayed your welcome

So now it's time to hit the road

You've been here for far too long

Now it's time to go home



Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place I need you to go

Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place you need to go



I can't handle having you around

You turn my mind into a thunderstorm

I can't handle this situation any longer

It's not you it's me



I will help you get out of here

And begin a new start

I will help you move on with your life

By breaking your little heart



Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place I need you to go

Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place you need to go



So just go

Run away from here

Just go

Get out while you can



So just go

Run away from here

Just go

Get out while you can





Because



Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place I need you to go

Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place you need to go



Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place I need you to go

Home is the place I would rather have you be

Home is the place you need to go



So just go

Run away from here

Just go

Get out while you can



So just go

Run away from here

Just go

Get out while you can

Listening...



http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/i-hope-its-easier-for-you



Reading...



You took my bike

The other day

I watched as you

Faded away



You took my heart

When you left

Now you can hang it

On your shelf



I hope it's easier

For you

And that you will manage

To pull through



Because it's not easy for me

Without you by my side I have no reason to breathe

Since you left I've been a mess

Now all I have is an empty hole in my chest



I had my dreams

When you came

They're still there

But, it's not the same



You said it's time

To move on

I wish I had known this

All along



I hope it's easier

For you

And that you will manage

To pull through



Because it's not easy for me

Without you by my side I have no reason to breathe

Since you left I've been a mess

Now all I have is an empty hole in my chest



I hope it's easier

For you

And that you will manage

To pull through

I know that no matter

Where I go

You are bound to follow

Me there



I know it doesn't matter

Where I rest my head

You will still be with me

In my bed



I have always known it in my heart

I have always known it in my heart



That you and I are meant to be together

You and I are meant to share these nights

You and I are meant to be together

You and I are meant to share these nights



I feel that you are

Everything there is

That you are a goddess

That exists



I feel it in my

Cold and lonely soul

That things are finally

In control



I have always known it in my heart

I have always known it in my heart



That you and I are meant to be together

You and I are meant to share these nights

You and I are meant to be together

You and I are meant to share these nights



I have always known it in my heart

I have always known it in my heart



That you and I are meant to be together

You and I are meant to share these nights

You and I are meant to be together

You and I are meant to share these nights

These nights

These nights

These nights

These nights

On and on and on and on

On and on I fail



Back and back and back and back

Back and back I fall



On and on and on and on

On and on I fail



Back and back and back and back

Back and back I fall



Red is the color of deprivation

Violet is the color of pain

Green is the color of happiness

But what is the color I feel



Red is the color of deprivation

Violet is the color of pain

Green is the color of happiness

But what is the color I feel



Off and off and off and off

Off and off I fly



Fade and fade and fade and fade

Fade and fade until



Off and off and off and off

Off and off I fly



Fade and fade and fade and fade

Fade and fade until



Red is the color of deprivation

Violet is the color of pain

Green is the color of happiness

But what is the color I feel



Red is the color of deprivation

Violet is the color of pain

Green is the color of happiness

But what is the color I feel



On and on and on and on

On and on I fail



On and on and on and on

On and on I fail

Not my best work.....might make an ok song someday...





I swing in the joyful thoughts of you

My mind flies and sours around images

I sing all of my songs for your ears

Your breath teases my mind as I remember

The trickle of blood

Runs down your neck

So pale in the florescent glow



I flow from one spot to the next

My body raises and falls with the tides

I skim upon the puddles of the others' envy

You whisper in my brain as I fade

From the room

Until I am just nothing

But a bright light of energy



Everything is entwined in everything

The angels fall down from the heavens

The people dance and sing their songs

Songs of forgiveness that go unanswered

Everything is entwined in everything



We fall down in the leaves of change

Winter breezes stoke up our burning passion

I die every time my eyes meet yours

Thoughts of you just blow me away

Into the nothingness

Out of my spacey daze

Back into the world



I walk along the lines of your blouse

Tracing shapes as you taunt me with your voice

I look into the emptiness of your heart

I give you my all and more

Than enough to control

You as we swing

Into the real of dreams



Everything is entwined in everything

The angels fall down from the heavens

The people dance and sing their songs

Songs of forgiveness that go unanswered

Everything is entwined in everything

Accidentally posted it in the wrong place earlier....-_-



More for Me



The problems file in my head

While I try to mend

All the holes, that I have

It's easier said than done



One by one they pass

Without any class

The strut, I posses

Lays all in my mind



You don't know

I don't know

Maybe no one knows



You don't know

I don't know

Maybe no one knows



Look at all I have

Nothing but myself

More for me, less for you

Float away on a raft



Leave me now

Sail until you drown

Choke on all, all the water

Now please pass



You don't know

I don't know

Maybe no one knows



You don't know

I don't know

Maybe no one knows



You don't know

I don't know

Maybe no one knows



You don't know

I don't know

Maybe no one knows

Listen to it here if you want....



http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/her-mind-swims-in-everything



Lyrics -



Her Mind Swims in Everything (ghosts circle her soul)



She is there in nothing

Apparitions appear suddenly

Her mind swims in everything

Ghosts circle her soul



She sits there in agony

As the dreams come back

Her mind swims in everything

Ghosts circle her soul



She rocks back and forth

Delving deeper into the dark

Her mind swims in everything

Ghosts circle her soul



And no they won't let her go

No they won't let her go

And no they won't let her breathe

No they won't let her breathe



And no they won't let her go

No they won't let her go

And no they won't let her breathe

No they won't let her breathe



She is tormented now

Frantically she searches for hope

Her mind swims in everything

Ghosts circle her soul



She calls out, without an answer

Tonight she fades alone

Her mind swims in everything

Ghosts circle her soul



She is dying inside

Nothing can save her now

Her mind swims in everything

Ghosts circle her soul



And no they won't let her go

No they won't let her go

And no they won't let her breathe

No they won't let her breathe



And no they won't let her go

No they won't let her go

And no they won't let her breathe

No they won't let her breathe

Listen if you would like to....



http://soundcloud.com/apathetimii/our-futures



Lyrics-



Our Futures





Our time is just about now

The end is here

Our time is starting now

Our time starts here



All the forks are in the road

And our paths await us

All the forks are in the road

And our destinies await us



Our futures have never seamed brighter

Our futures have never been so close

Our futures have never seemed brighter

Our futures have never been oh so close



All of us are here now

To say goodbye

All of us are here now

To enjoy this ride



Now we must go on our way

To see what we can find

Now we must go on our way

To make our own lives



Our futures have never seamed brighter

Our futures have never been so close

Our futures have never seemed brighter

Our futures have never been oh so close



Our futures have never seamed brighter

Our futures have never been so close

Our futures have never seemed brighter

Our futures have never been oh so close

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Euphemia
02:45 May 01 2012

This one is my favorite one. :)



(Also, listened to it.)

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